*Just a note before I start. I am SO frustrated that I have such a hard time looking beyond my circumstances....which compared to much of the world are no big thing...to the love God has for me. Perhaps its a process of trust. A conscious effort. I appreciate the object lesson He's provided in one of my ladies. Lip service, not so much physical effort. Now, I see that I do that. It is a challenge, though, to change my ways. I keep trying to trust that I am loved by someone who doesn't know how. Shouldn't it be logical to reassign that to Someone who does love me whom I can't see?
Ugh. I'm so tired of being close to tears so much of the time. Of dreading so much of family interaction. To trust that they don't have my back or are too busy or that it is inappropriate to trust them.....to not have the trust of God's love to overshadow, take preeminence over all this.
The pancakes didn't do it. I knew that. I had them anyway. Grow up, already, Alice!
Okay, I've proofread this. Perhaps I need to make a declaration before my blogging of trust and giving my safety to God. A thought.
Now, to the reading.
Lev
More hygiene.
Thankful that we can approach God any time. I need to remind myself this is an euber privilege. A major deal.
"because of the uncleanness and rebellion"
Mk
"unclean hands/washed" So, as I start my morning apologizing for my uncleanness and rebellion, I need to be careful to not get into the habit of rote. That's what the Pharisees did.
Ps
Still need to grow to the point that I can say, "I remember when this sort of Psalm was a common thing for me." Create in me a clean heart, O God. Renew [?!] build in me a right spirit.
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