Running late today. Got up late. Found out there's an appointment that I didn't have written down. I'm preoccupied with "my ladies." Is yesterday's lady in the hospital or not? Oh, well.
As a result, just a few thoughts. Man. Abram/ham. Although he obeyed the voice of God and left home, on a day-to-day situation, he didn't trust God to protect him from the pharoah. Guess my doubt isn't so uncommon. I really don't want to be situationally loyal.
Sermon on the Mount. Meaty stuff. I never feel like I really grasp all the beatitudes. The brother stuff later in the chapter makes me both sad and convicted. Sad because the acrimony between my kids. More within my control, what does "brother" mean? So, I'm going to have to continue to be vigilant about saying negative stuff about fellow Christians. There's this one lady........
Ps...That covering reference again. Selah.
Pr....See, there are the dangers of a rebellious and/or divided heart.
I know there's just a place for faith. To a degree, a decision. I admit to being a lot like Thomas..."when I see the healed wounds" and an inability to look at the overview of God's providence. I may seem okay or even good, but I'm also a mess. Sorry, God. Help needed.
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